Long time no write..

Sitting next to my 90% asleep wife, I finally decide to continue contributing to my pathetic blog..

Well a 4 mth old married man,(the same amt of time which I hv not written) to be very frank is still finding n searching the real meaning of marriage. Not becoz i'm tired or unhappy abt it, but rather trying to dig out instances n reasons to value add such a special bond between u originally unrelated person...

Ppl say there's no "what if", how true can tat be.. What if I had done better at PSLE? what if she had done worse? What if i really gave up yes back? What if she accepted me even earlier? What if I had done better at the sorties in Tamworth?

Well this is indeed fate, fate is the combination of all the occurence of one instance in every probability n no results of othe combination will be known.. Fate n no more "what if" had brought me to where I am now..

No more questions of the past but more queries into the future how can we improve the already satisfied life we r in now!!


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Counting down..

Whoa.. 1 long month since I last left a post..

Tomorrow is an important day of the wedding procedure. Was supposed to be busy for tomorrow's preparation but now I seem to be looking for things to do instead.

How is marriage life going to be? Everyone is resistant to change. So am I. Knowing nothing about marriage life except that change is a constant kindda put me off. So used to this feeling of sitting in front of the com doing nothing. Gonna miss this feeling.. Miss this feeling of shouting across living room for ah Ma. Miss feeling of staying up late chatting online alone in the living room. Gonna miss that smelly yet familiar bed. Gonna miss the feeling of browsing aimlessly across all my SCV channel looking for some surprises. Gonna miss the excitement of playing 4 dota games in a row in the afternoon and complaining of the lousy teammates. Gonna miss the feeling of having time all to myself and doing things so randomly. Gonna miss that feeling of arranging my messy table and find some sense of achievement after that. etc etc etc ...

Heart to heart chat?

It has been perhaps 10 long yrs since we have spoken this long..

I just feel he is blurtting out all those he has kept for so many yrs waiting for a listening ear to hear. Dunno how much of it is true and also not sure is there any unsure element which he is hiding.

Well, whatever the case, I seriously hope him success and let the woman he loved have something to feel proud of and carry that into her dreams..

Call me Bo Liang

Came across this cute article about Hainanese.

http://www.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Asian%2BOpinions/Story/A1Story20091029-176708.html

As the article suggested, somehow though sadly I dunno much about being a Hainanese, but I'm proud being one already. Though I'm not a pure breed, but my childhood days with my grandparents and great grandmother has turned me into one.

Just as the article suggested, our forefathers dun hav much money with them, coz they really send home all the money they earn, leaving the bear minimal for their survival here. Remember my article about how thrifty my grandparents are but spending all those money on their love ones. It exactly the case, I have to go back to Hainan Island to know how much they have contruibuted, they simple build schools and house with these money remitted over these years.

I'm not into criticising other dialects, or I may be wrong here.. But you must hav heard stories of families being stingy and fighting over inheritance and money etc.. you surely wun hear this from a pure hainanese family...

Shopping with ah ma

had a great day shopping with ah ma, as usual so thrifty when coming to buying things for themselves. but it would definitely be a different situation if it is buying something for the kids. all those bargaining in the Market counts for nothing.



it is tat kind of selflessness that really touch me, went to the jewellery shop and she insisted that the chosen rings were too small. all that I can do is to fight claim tat the smaller rings look nicer.

after all it is still a fun filled day.. looking forward to my big day with ah ma wearing her new glamourous blouse


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