Aspirations

Just finished a seminar by Microsoft, they call it MixItUp.. mainly to introduce Visual Studio 2008 and some cool looking development tools...

First is a short 15 min talk by their director, Mr Fernadez (think spelling is wrong), a wonderful speaker who didnt really say much technical stuff. Only the next 2 speakers touch on the technical details which really put me to day-dream a little..

Looking the way they demo the development tools, it really somehow inspire me to go into .net developing to realise the dreams of building chio chio applications accessed on the web. With a head full of coding knowledge gives me another kind of satisfaction which really no other IT job can give me.. This is truely what inspire me to be a developer, and possibily 1 day as a presenter or lecturer to give my lecture on a certain topic and answering every troubling questions that conmes. But how feasible is this goin to be? Can I ever stand up there to give a gd presentation and crack some joke to amuse the whole crowd?

Well for all those to happen, I first need to quit my job.. oops.. my colleagues will be seeing this. But you see, there is more things in life than realising your aspirations alone!!

How much have these ppl really gone thru to stand up high and presenting their knowledge and ideas? They are ever so readily prepared with answers to the most embarassing and political questions, did they go thru some terrible ordeal to learn that answer? Did they sacrifice some friends or love or family ties to gain all those knowledge?

Maybe I sound too serious also.. Well, there has to be quite some failure examples to see these success stories right in front of you..

It will be just another day of work and looking forward to my next pay day for now.. Hopes, inspirations, ambitions, all these have to come another day..